Energy Needs to Flow

Everything is energy and when energy is stuck or inhibited, nothing flows. Thoughts and feelings can’t flow through and you feel energetically stagnant. That’s what my experience has been, at least. I have felt like…

Microdosing: Day 29

Embrace the fear. Lean into yourself. Experience what you’re hiding from and open yourself to the experience that you’re having right now. As I continue to lean into feeling myself in the present moment, I…

Microdosing: Day 27

“If you’re not having fun, you’re not doing it right” That’s my sentiment today: that life should be fun and if you’re not having fun then you’re probably doing it wrong. But life isn’t always…

Microdosing: Day 18

Today was the first day where I felt the familiar feeling of despair come back to greet me. It could have been that second pot of coffee in the afternoon or that I seemed to…

Microdosing: Day 17

I’m finding that the mind I had before is the mind I still have now, replete with the same well of future-focused anxiety and dread, but it’s wrapped in cotton. The blow is softened. It…

Microdosing: Day 12

Again, there’s no noticeable effect from taking the capsule in terms of feeling “high” but the mood stabilizing effects are there. In the past, where I might have felt overwhelmed or despair, these feelings do…

Microdosing: Day 7

Dosed again today after 2 days off. No noticeable alterations in consciousness (which is to be expected). Feelings of general wellbeing and calmness remain. It’s really quite remarkable, the feeling of general contentment and the…

Microdosing: Day 3

I took my second capsule this morning with some water and black coffee. I didn’t notice anything in particular in terms of my mood. I attempted to record a song I was working on and…