Microdosing: Day 24
I was very conscientious in watching my thoughts today, noticing any negative thoughts and forcing myself to shift them into something positive. I tried identifying the thought and choosing a new thought, a more helpful…
Category: Personal Growth
Microdosing: Day 21
I honestly don’t know if these pills are doing anything lol. I’ve been feeling kinda shitty the last few days. Today started off the same: low motivation, finding it hard to get any work done….
Microdosing: Day 20
Another day of malaise and struggling to find the motivation to do anything. Don’t get me wrong, this is nowhere near as bad as heavier depression where there is complete apathy and despair but still…
Microdosing: Day 18
Today was the first day where I felt the familiar feeling of despair come back to greet me. It could have been that second pot of coffee in the afternoon or that I seemed to…
Microdosing: Day 17
I’m finding that the mind I had before is the mind I still have now, replete with the same well of future-focused anxiety and dread, but it’s wrapped in cotton. The blow is softened. It…
Microdosing: Day 16
Today I visited family and saw my young nephews. In the evening, we went to a car show, full of car enthusiasts (mostly men). I like to think that if today was a “bad” day,…
Microdosing: Day 14
I continue to feel higher levels of positivity and lower stress throughout the day. Interestingly, I’m less nervous talking to my parents. It’s that my mind isn’t generating anxious thoughts and I’m able to just…
Microdosing: Day 11
Today was unique in that I felt some frustration in the morning due to work responsibilities but these feelings were not as heavy or as constant (they didn’t last very long) as they might be…
Microdosing: Day 10
Microdosing psilocybin seems to me, at least, to act as a sort of life-preserver against being dragged under by negative thoughts. Fewer negative thoughts arise during microdosing, and the most stubborn thoughts (in my case,…
Microdosing: Day 9
Day 9 of microdosing and day 2 of my fast! Again, no noticeable effects of the psychedelics. My mood has been stable throughout the day. The only difference is that I’m thinking about food a…